Here we go again

I hallucinate to get a better picture
to enunciate all that I cant see clear
I see you for who you are when I dont look
you simply dont see me when you dont look

I surrendered to your fighting spirit
you've rendered me nothing, jackshit
but if you let me wash off all your spit
i'll come again raring for a second hit

so now the playing field is even
its you me and all the self-inflicted pain
no more talking no more teasing
there goes the bell here we go again